I'm Blessed

Arrrghhh.... I can't deny it...totally can't deny it

Yes! I'm so bloody lucky to have such wonderful, loving, and totally cool parent...

Yup...you guessed it...I am spoiled rotten by my parent ;]

Ever since I was born I my parent always gave me what I want and need
[even though I may not received it at the time I asked (months/years & I need to earn it) but I got it at the end, it may be different or better than what I've asked but I always get something]

For example, last year I whined about I can't read my lecture notes on my phone because it's too small, so that I want Note 2 ( it's not too big or too small) and BOOM!!! 5 months later my Dad bought me Samsung Note 2 (I'd like to think the reason why my Dad bought me that phone is because I've done well in my end semester exam)

Another thing is my parent always come and visit me at my university and take me home and then sent me back by car (2 hrs journey back and forth)... never by bus...so spoiled

That's only the little thing that I can see what they did...But... What about the time, care, money that they had spent for me? It is unimaginable... Even if I have a mountain of gold... I still won't be able to repay them... [Money can't buy love, time... it can buy happiness- it sure makes life comfortable, but it is not complete happiness, buy friends, but not real friend...buy lovers...but- should I say more  ="= ]

Yet sometimes I find myself getting annoyed or angry at my Mom or Dad... because as their child, in that brief moment of anger I forget about their sacrifices... There are times when I look back at what I've done I feel like slapping myself hard in the face...

I AM SO GRATEFULLY LUCKY...
without my parent to educate me to a useful human being, without their prayer, without the canning...honestly I won't be the person I am today... I would've ever thought to further my studies in medicine...
My MOM, DAD and GOD has made all things possible...

I promised to myself, that one day I'll become a doctor I will buy something special for my mom and dad with my first salary...
And then I will cherish them and support them forever...financially and in every aspect.. I will take care of them just how they take care of me when I was a baby...
And God please, please...let my parent have long life...so that I can repay them

Mom and Dad, even though I may never say it...because just like you Dad, I'm bad with expressing myself and I definitely cry and the words won't come out...but I hope I can prove it to you guys via my action... please forgive whatever stupid things I've done...because I may do it again, but I always. always love you very much... because you are the only Mom and Dad that I have...please bear with me.

                                                                                                             Sincerely,  Your Spoiled Child

 p/s: Thank God, I was alone, I don't know what to say if my friends caught me crying

  

Broken Relation

Hello…hi everyone…tomorrow is a holiday so I’ve decided to post something while I have the time… I'm so stress right now...but thank you God for lending me strength.

I need to let it flow...(I'm in need for inner peace) 

Broken relationship…I guess most of the people out there had felt this…whether it’s your gf/bf/bff or any other fucking f out there…just seems to drift apart… Here is the story of 3 best friends…

Long time ago, in a far northern island, lived A, B and C which is a very close friend. Everywhere they go, they are always together. The three friends always eat, play, and share jokes with each other. However, A, B and C knows they have problems with their temper. A has the most ANGER when provoked, and B has a BAD TEMPERED, while C is also capable of getting very furious but have a cooler attitude towards the things that angered them (higher threshold). So out of the three, C is the COMPOSED, even-tempered one.

Although on the surface A, B and C seems happy together, B always turns to C for advice on how to control A’s wrathfulness. There is also a time where A seeks C opinion on B’s ill temperedness. Thus C is left with all these secrets from both A and B bad mouthing each other. Little did they know, that C is getting annoyed with A and B attitude toward each other, and started to be angry with them but only kept it in C’s heart, because C love A and B so much. Although C knows that C is more capable of becoming way more pissed off than both A and B combined. Both A and B had seen each other getting angry, but they never once see C become one because C always kept it inside.

Suddenly, one day A decided to ignore both B and C without solid reason. A went and search for new companion D, E, and F. B and C are left together. But soon they reconcile. And then again, A decided to ignore C and for some unknown reason, A always finds fault in C. A and C didn’t talk to each other as much as they did before. Completely ignoring each other, even though they sit next to each other in class. It was A that ignored C first, but C didn’t have issues with A. Every time C tries to talk to A, A always replies as if A is burden to talk to C. Thus, they didn’t talk to each other for approximately 3 weeks.   

C in the story was me… I feel like I am losing my best friend…Yes..yes we seem to get angry easily but NOBODY IS PERFECT. 

This is stressing me out the way A treats me like I didn’t exist… What to do? =”= 

If I did something wrong tell me, don't ignore me :'(

p/s: sorry for any grammatical error (sigh)

The Dark Side of Me

Hello gorgeous... How are you? I hope you enjoy your day! Currently I'm in the lecture hall, waiting for the class to start... Actually my friends and I came 2 hours early...hoho...(there's a bit of a misunderstanding about the timetable...if not I would still be in my bed...purring...hahaha). Oh well...here we are in the lecture hall waiting...and I decided to write a little tiny bit about this blog...hence, the post entry. Now let's get to business...

Why did you name your blog House of 14th? What is it?

First of all, I like horror movies...and the name is kinda spooky...you know like the house of wax and Friday the 13th etc...But the main reason why I chose this name is because I live in a house number 14...yeah...it's that obvious... Nothing creepy about that...haha  

Why did you blog? What's with the post title?

Hmm... Because I want to express myself freely both my good side and bad side...honestly I'm a nice person and I want to stay nice but... sometimes I just wanted to arrrgghh( you know what I mean...or you don't). 

So that's my dark side...hence the title. Further more, writing is like a therapy for me...for example if I write during I'm angry, become less angry because I need to choose and arrange my words all proper... because English is my 2nd language...sorry for the wrong grammar...have mercy on me Grammar Nazis...peace yo.   I think that's all for now...

~~mata aishita ne~~
p/s:
I wrote this in the class but the Internet is a ×#$!*. Post it a little bit late...="=

I supposed an introduction is in order ;]

Hello everyone…. I’m Advent and I am a 21 years old student with a mission to pass the final exam this year. Well, it’s not like I didn’t pass the last exam but I just want to do my best here okay… Ehemm.. Back to the topic... Honestly speaking I don’t want to revealed much about my identity because I like being all mysterious and sexy (where the hell did that come from?) but I can share you my story…maybe about something interesting  I’ve gone through everyday…or some new knowledge or wonder of the day of some sorts (if I got the time to post since my exam is around the corner )... Hmm...I think that's all from me... Now I'm going to bed... zZZZ

p/s:
In case you are wondering why my blog's name is House of 14th?Sound kinda creepy huh...but well             honey, I'm not going to tell you now... in the next post perhaps...see ya